So, I just submitted pharmcas. A big ass chunk in my pocket. Now, the waiting process begins. Everyone says I should be positive..but, I can’t help but feel negative and doubt myself because I don’t think I’ll have a chance this year. If I don’t get in my grade is so going to plummet this sem. And my chances for next year would probably be far off even more if I don’t do well. I rather be ready for bad news than have high hopes for myself.
Josh Dallas, is a beautiful, beautiful man…
Tonights episode was what I was waiting for all this time.
I’m in love with this show, but more in love with JOSH DALLAS AND GINNY GOODWIN!!
Anonymoushm…thats tough….he sang to me on my birthday even though he couldnt sing very well? but he was a friend. HAHA
I’m trying to stay as positive as I can. I can only pray. I feel like I let myself down, better yet. I let my parents down. I came with a goal, and now it just is going to take longer than I hoped for. This year isn’t for me.
Stay positive Lisa.
I recently joined a forum where the cosmetic surgeon answers any QA and I submitted my situation and he replied back the next day. Lets just say, its more than I can handle. But, other than that. I also PM someone from the forum who had similar problem like I did and exactly where mine was located, but not actually sure if its the same thing. Well he replied back and he gave me some enlightened words and it made me smile.
“Go out there and be confident. It might feel much worse because you are the one experiencing it, but people really don’t care about it and if you don’t let it negatively affect your life, im sure nobody else will make you feel negatively either.” -bayareaboy
Today I took the PCAT. IT slaughtered me. I can’t even describe what I’m feeling. I can only pray that it doesn’t stop me from obtaining that seat in the class of 2016. Sigh. I shouldn’t have gambled with my future. Karma has come back to kick my ass. FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. what did i do to deserve this?
its been a while since i was able to listen to this song without having to cry..
this song reminds me of us…the time we spent talking for endless of hours
i can now listen to it without having to cry, but it makes me miss you and wonder if you’re doing well…
whatever it may be…it was an experience i will never forget..
One day. I will have everything I ever wanted and be the most happiest person I know that I can be.
One day.
Wishing there was a miracle to fix my face. I’m tired of people looking at me and asking numerous question about it. When will I be able to look in the mirror and be ok?
I dont know why, but these past couple of days I’ve been missing you. Seeing your picture makes me think back of the days we shared…till this day I wonder if you still think of me when your with her…I wonder how you’re doing and what you been up to.
Around this time 4 years ago it was the best memorable month by far bc I got to talk to you everyday of every hour…it was like we were inseparable. I miss it, i miss you. I miss what it felt like to talk to someone like that…
its been that long since I felt anything with anyone…4 years is a long time..
I just simply miss you. I hope youre doing well.
